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[16 Dec 2005|04:12pm] |
10 years ago I was...:
one. iiN MRS. OLAVERiiS' FiiRST GRADE CLASS
two. BUSY PLAYiiNG FOOTSY WiiTH MiiCHEAL C.
three. TRiiED TO KiiSS MiiCHEAL C. ON THE MONKEY BARS LOL
four. UNSEPRABLE WiiTH ARiiELLE
five. BEST FRiiENDS WiiTH MEGAN KiiNG
5 years ago I was...:
one. iiN SiiXTH GRADE @ GOLDEN WEST
two. WAS BEST FRiiENDS WiiTH ALEXiiS HUGHES, BRiiANNA DORRNAN, NiiCOLE THUT, CAiiTLiiN POLiiTii, ALLiiSON HART, AND CORRiiNA
three. COMPLETELY iiN LOVE WiiTH JON JONES
four. CHEERiiNG ON THE VACAViiLLE BENGALS
five. A TOM BOY
1 year ago I was...:
one. DATiiNG KEViiN
two. HANGiiNG OUT AT THE STOOP
three. HANGiiNG OUT WiiTH ALEXiiS WHEN SHE CAME TO ViiSiiT
four. SAYiiNG GOOD BYE TO MiiCHEAL JACKOMiiS
five. iiN MRS. LEWiiS' SiiENCE CLASS WiiTH LAURA AND JOSHUA
Yesterday I was...:
one. HANGiiNG OUT WiiTH NESTOR AND JOSHUA
two. FREEZiiNG AT SCHOOL
three. SMACKiiN HAHA
four. TEXTiiNG ALL DAY iiN CLASS
five. COMFY iiN MY SWEATS
5 snacks I enjoy:
one. APPLES
two. BEGALS AND CREAM CHEESE
three. BANANAS
four. MUNCHiiES
five. SKiiTLES
5 songs I know all the words to:
one. NOBODY PUTS BABY iiN THE CORNER
two. BRIGHTEST
three. TAKE MY BREATH AWAY
four. WEAK
five. DO SOMETHiiNG
5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
one. MY CARS!!
two. HELLA CLOTHES, SUNGLASSES, PURSES AND SHOES
three. EVERYTHiiNG MY FAM AND FRiiENDS WANTED
four. FiiND A CURE FOR CANCER
five. DONATE iiT
5 places I would run away to:
one. SANTA CRUZ
two. SCO
three. SAC
four. TO SEE ALEXiiS
five. VEGAS!!!
5 things I would never wear:
one. GHETTO CLOTHES
two. MY HAiiR CORN ROWED TO SCHOOL
three. A SHiiRT THAT SHOWED MY STOMACH
four. JEANS THAT WERE TOO SMALL
five. PANTS WiiTH NO POCKETS
5 favorite TV shows:
one. LAGUNA BEACH
two. SEX AND THE CiiTY
three. MAKiiNG THE BAND
four. the real world
five. LAW AND ORDER SVU
5 biggest joys:
one. BEiiNG AORUND HiiM
two. CHEERiiNG AND DANCiiNG
three. DOiiNG NiiCE THiiNGS FOR OTHERS
four. LOVE
five. MUSiiC
5 fictional characters I would date
one. NOAH FROM THE NOTEBOOK
two. CHARLiiE FROM ETERNAL SUNSHiiNE OF THE SPOTLESS MiiND
three. HEATH LEDGAR FROM 10 THiiNGS ii HATE ABOUT YOU
four. THE GUY FROM A WALK TO REMEMBER
five. THE GUY FROM CRAZY/BEAUTiiFUL
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[22 Oct 2005|02:06pm] |
i pretty much love him...and everything about him
4 more days :)
♥
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[13 Oct 2005|05:24pm] |
new screen name for aim:
STFUxitsxLACEY
now, everyone come be my friend!!! now...doit
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| .: id die by your hand :. |
[17 Aug 2005|05:01pm] |
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i hate that im doing this, but for some reason i cant help it. im doing everything possible to push you away...im saying all the wrong things, doing all the wrong things, and acting in ways that you know i would never regularly act...i think id rather you hate me then me have to see you with her. i think id rather go blind then have to see you two together...
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| .: i want you to want me :. |
[26 Jul 2005|10:16pm] |
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does anyone else believe in love @ first sight?? i sure d0o
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| .: ive got blo0d in my mouth cause ive been biting my tounge all week :. |
[25 Jul 2005|04:51pm] |
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earlier today i decided to fight. alexis was right, this has caused me t0o much pain and t0o many tears for me t0o give up this easliy. this was something i thought would be worth fighting for...but now i think im wrong...i might as well give up.
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| .: we can make a game out of being part-time lovers :. |
[20 Jul 2005|06:47pm] |
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s0o why do the g0od guys always go for the wrong girls...the girls that cheat, and treat them like shit, and lie and are mean...i feel bad for some of my guy friends...well most of them actually
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[19 Jul 2005|04:28pm] |
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the story or ***** and i as told by ms. Alexis Hughes:
it all started the beginning of sophmore yr., u liked him and dint think he knew you. BUT later on in the year he comes along w/ ur family on boating trips, and eats and sleeps at ur house, somethin u could have never seen happening. then one summer nite you 2 talk about this love note u wrote, and he tells you everything he loves about you and how totally awesome ((and bettere than ***)) u are. you guys kiss as the sun is goin down and you go out forever and ever! amen
either that or one nite hell be so used to hangin with you that hell jus kiss you goodbye
and be like goodbye my g/f see ya tomorrow, make me some cookies.
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| .: i want s0o badly to believe that there is proof that love is real :. |
[12 Jul 2005|08:43pm] |
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what do you do when you want so badly to tell someone how you feel but you know that it wont change things...as if telling them is a lost cause?? if not telling them how you feel is getting you no where, then would it hurt to take the risk (( will the little hope you have of it actually getting you somehwere )) and tell them how you feel?? what do you have to lose rite? well maybe your dignity!!
in a situation like that what do you do?
what do i do??
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| .: im writing you a 4 page letter :. |
[02 Jul 2005|11:21pm] |
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0mg, last weekend, this week and this weekend ahve been the funnest ever!!! awww...and 4th is about to be hella clean!!
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| .: i can make you satisfied in everything you do :. |
[22 Jun 2005|08:10pm] |
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its funny how people tell you to move one and find someone better...
...its not as easy as it sounds during the moments when you truly believe that finding something better is impossible because you think he is absolutely perfect.
whats a game of chance? why not take the risk and lose all dignity if its for "love"?. id be willing to lose the gamble...but ive been through enough. im over it.
your not going to fool me. youve alread bled me dry and made sure that my heart was nailed tightly to my sleeve. IT WAS ALL FAKE AND FALSIE IN EVERY ASPECT OF THE TWO WORDS.
the truth of the matter is that i would change for you. dont you see it? or do you not care anymore
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| ,: dont wait a moment...it might be too late :. |
[18 Jun 2005|07:36pm] |
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w0w, last night was alot of fun until i had to drive around vacaville for 2 hours @ 1 in the morning looking for my best friend...that was an adventure.
went to a party, got drunk off my ass, and called him when i was inebriated...that was probably a mistake.
i was trying s0o hard to not fall out and to walk straight.
ihatebills0omuch.ifieverseehimimgoingtopunchhiminthefacefornotbringingherhomeandscaringtheshitoutofeveryone.shesstillimmautreandirresponsible.ifiguredthatoutlastnight
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| .: now yo ass know :. |
[17 Jun 2005|07:01pm] |
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you cant cheat on someone your actually with...
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| .: i wake up to a bright blue sky :. |
[16 Jun 2005|06:27pm] |
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WFT...its JUNE and its RAINING!!
>>oh well, just blame it on the weatherman!!<<
[[they're both back...i guess its time for jake and i to work our magic]]
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[15 Jun 2005|05:29pm] |
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he comes back tomorrow...and im excited! i probably wont see him until saturday tho :(
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